1. VampireBill I have been reflecting on my human life. It is so distant, there are some things I cannot remember about it.
  2. VampireBill My human children. Thomas, Sara, and Lee. *sadness*
  3. VampireBill I do not know that I like being able to recall that I was a human once. Life was so simple.
  4. VampireBill *Lying back, looking at the ceiling, searching for an answer, as to why I am here.*
  5. SookieBonTemps Gettin' ready to go to bed. *slips off engagement ring from @VampireBill and sets it in Gran's old jewel box*
  6. VampireBill *Recalling the look on @SookieBonTemps face when she saw the engagement ring.* She seemed happy, but confused. Does she love me?
  7. VampireBill *Hoping that she is wearing my ring.* Does she understand how much she truly means to me? *sadness*
  8. VampireBill I know that @SookieBonTemps would love a family, I can give her everything but that. Perhaps we could adopt a child.
  9. SookieBonTemps Feelin' the ghost of @VampireBill's ring lingerin' on my finger, even though I've put it away for the night.
  10. VampireBill What does @SookieBonTemps want with a Vampire, such as myself? Does she even miss me? Does she yearn for me, as I do her?
  11. SookieBonTemps You know? I've always dreamed about gettin' married. You'd think the "yes" would slip easily from my lips.
  12. SookieBonTemps But I choked on my words and I ran. Not because I don't love @VampireBill. But because I don't know what the future holds?
  13. VampireBill Was @SookieBonTemps horrified when I asked for her hand in marriage? Did I ask too soon? I love her, I do not want to lose her.
  14. VampireBill She deserves a good life. She is a good woman. A wonderful woman, indeed. I can give her everything her heart desires.
  15. SookieBonTemps We think about our futures in the things we own, maybe the kids that we might have, or not if I married @VampireBill. Or any vamp.
  16. SookieBonTemps I mean, what happens when love dies? When I die? 'Cause I will grow old one day. @VampireBill could probably accept the grace of my age.
  17. SookieBonTemps There'll be no grandkids playin' on the front lawn of my old house. No one for me to live on in. And it bothers me.
  18. SookieBonTemps *tears flow freely* I never expected life, or love for that matter to be simple.
  19. SookieBonTemps I don't know if I can go through with this. *rolls over in bed, crying into pillow*